Ugly Mess

I finally gave up.

I vowed to stop giving.

I told myself that no one will lift the trash but him.

No one will cook but him.

No one will wash clothes but him.

No one will do everything but him.

It has been years that things are thrown to my lap knowing that everything will be taken cared for.

No one is asking if I can still take the burden.

Everybody just assumed that I am fine taking all the dirt all by myself.

Then they take all the credit.

They get all the praises while doing nothing.

I am just tired. I am giving up.

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